be patient

patient is a word that means SABAR.. it's a simple word but hard to be patient..calm down,chil out, relax, name those words cause those word have the same meaning.. 

lately ,i've been so angry,so upset because having jobs like this with full of regrets and some says being tricked by company..hahhaha,, but still,, we have to be patient right? 

but now i realized that, maybe this is God's will.. He sends me here to learn how to be patient,how to think about everything clearly.. FYI, despite of some people who go home tomorrow, inculed few translators, tomorrow we also have to move out from the hotel and back to the company dorm.. ahhhhhhhhh,,how sad it is...

and the best part is, the company can't give us a ride cause they said that their cars are unavailable.. very best part isnt't it.. and once again,, patient..

soo,,tomorrow we will move in to the dorm with company's bus which is use for pick up our employees.. which that bus located 2 blocks away from our hotel. haha how funny isn't it..dragging our stuff and luggage in the middle of the afternoon and waiting at the public bus stop.haha.. so i'm planning to take a cab from our hotel and pay it by myself..quick and simple.. 

aaa,there's one more thing, i have to back to indonesia on June 28 with 2 others translators who i don't really close at, while non and the other translators were on the day after mine.. haha.. once and once and once again..patient...

seems like this word patient is really popping and jumping right in my head..and that's very pathetic..control it? can i? should i?  

but,

i start to thinking, well maybe this is really God's will.. i have to learn to be calm down and be patient. let's have a look,everythings that i have been through lately,most of them are related to this word. i used to be unpatient , well still now but the good point is i'm start to learning how to be chil out and ACCEPT it even it's need time.. 

well, 9 days left folks..don't want to back to indonesia,but i have to..:)

i wish i could make the clock reverse and bring back when once was mine.. 

*hanya sekedar sampah - sampah yang harus dikeluarkan,daripada dipendem makin busuk...sorry.*