this is for her , him, and her

well this is a story of a girl who really important for me.. she is my best friend, my "step" lil sister.. this is kind of a story, love story that she have. i bet she will read this blog. but, that's oke. perhaps,  i'm too shy to say it out of loud. ihihih..

she's kind of confuse about her love. hahahaha,, teenage growing up to adult, heyy,,me either.. well,, she told me about her, her friend and he.. the stories is kind of predictable actually, sorry sis, but the fact has been relieve..:) 

shortly, it's kind of triangle love stories. if i have time, i would tell it straightly, frankly, demonstratively ( if i could), and remembering that this is kind of secret, sooo ,, i'll just pointed it to her.. what i want to say to her, to him, to her friend...

let's start with HIM..

i think that the perfect word describe u is JERK.. sorry for L ( it's better if u read this too ^^ )  let's brake down this things.. u flirt 2 girls in the same way, in the same time, in the same stud, in the same faculty!!! are u insane!!! u must me out of ur mine!!! i know a lot of ppl like u, but i'm sorry, to be honest, they are more clever than u. they chasing a lot of girl who don't know each other. and i don't know whether u are mean to do that or it's just an accidentally !!! hope it is!!! coz, since i heard the stories, i just want to say something to you :" STAY OUT OF MY FRIENDS ( pointed to T n L ) " cause i do cares about them. and what's the problems with you?? u are pretending that don't know T when both of them together.. and lately, u are come again with that flirt things. oh my God!!! i cannot believe that u did that to ur girlfriend!!! which is She is my friend!! ( #L )  

Gosh, for the first time i know this stories, my heart is like , Gosh, u have to choose,, i don't care whether u choose L or T... buutttt,,, now, i beg u, please stay out from both of them.. and love isn't something u can choose... girlfriend is choosing,, love is not.. i bet that L must be love u so much.. and i appreciate it a lot. and u know it! very clear..but why don't u keep it, save it, nor u are wasting on it.. totally insane...i'm so dreadfully angry with u, damn s**t !! i've been keep this things, i just mention it few ppl, how wishfully i want to slap ur in front of your face!! heeeyy,, wake up... stop doing that...it's desolate, it's like insulting L n T... do you think that both of them are toys?? which one do you want to play with it, u choose it, and u dumped it when u bored of CONFUSE??? it's like 50 50 for them?? ohh Gosh,, u r soo humiliated ur self.. oww,, take a breath don't u!! 

next!!!  my friend.. #L

L, believe me,, u are smart, charming, u have talent..how come u are in love with that kind of boy? gosshh,, believe me, u deserve much better than him.. and i know that u are in love with him, but can u choose between friendship and love?? in this case, this kind of love?? actually, what i see is, this love is painful... i do care about u,i don't want something bad happen to you.. even though i haven't know u well.. but i know,u are more precious than a jewel. please act like a jewel. i'm sorry for saying thay. i know that u meaby angry with me. because, i don't have rights to said like that to you. but, i have too,, because u have been blind sooo deep.. i know u love him, love is pain, love is ego, i know your ego.. but, if u said that u know or realize this thing before. why don't u say it from the beginning? why u keep it in ur heart. i know it's like there's a little rock in ur heart. u want to pull it up.. but why don't u push it up???  and i know at the beginning u r kind of confuse n reject him. but, at the same time he tried to chase another girl, u tried to open your heart for him?? for me,, it's unfair.. do you know that it's kind of a fresh wind for T when u are avoiding him?? have u ever think opposite.. that u are T not L?? what is it like being T ??? like a person who can't be like???  trying to forget him because of u? have u think about it. please consider it.. i'm begging u.. 

NEXT!!! the person who i care so much #T

i really don't have a perfect word to begin it. it's like a thousand time i told u.. don't play with fire.. i know that u are cheering person, lalalala person, haha hehe person, but, pleasee,, choose the ppl who u cheer out !!!! it's him!!!  i know u must be quest, why me? why this things always and always keep happen to me.. don't u realize it?? it's because of our self... i'm sorry to say it. but it is. i'm so angry with u, why u are soooo damn stupid!! pretending to be strong, but the fact i know u've been hurt.deeply... perhaps u can lie to other person, but believe me, u can't lie to me.. i know u are also interest with other boy also #M.. u said that u are just a friend. but i know, if he don't have a girlfriend, u would like to be his girlfriend... don't avoid it. confess it please.. :( i know u've been hurt so much. all i want to do is avoiding u being hurt again, cause i don't want u hurt.. i know meaby u said that's u are no longer think about all that problems. but i know, sometimes, when u see those guys act, those guys twitter, there's still hurt feelings.. mgkn gw sotoy, but, i don't know. i really don't know.. :(  i dpn't know why this things keep happening to you.. i desperately  don't know.. 

the second fault.. why don't u tell #L the stories, what #K did to you. all that things!!! why!!! i can't remember when i told u to say it to #L.. it's been months.. now, she start to ask it.. and finally , the truth has already came up.. and other ppl who don't know this stories are BLAME it to u.!!!! don't u say that it's OK!!! Goshhh,, are u insane!!! are u fool!!! or an idiot!!! it's not totally ur fault.. in my opinion,, all of you has ur own fault!!! please,,, consider it, learn it,,, 

and one thing, same like #L.. have u ever tried to be in #L positions??  the position that, she's been dummies!! with all those things,,, imagine that u have a friend who have some "unconditional relationship" with ur boyfriend??  i'm sorry to say that.. really sorry..  :(

haaahhh,, it's been months i want to say this out of loud.. and i keep save it save it and save it.. now, in case that all the truth have been open.. i think that this is the perfect time to say it...

i don;t know what will happen next. will they in again? or just break up?? actually, i really hope that #K will stay away from both of you.. why??? think about it.. what will happen, if u are two upside down conditions? think twice.. but, if both of u are back together.. i also appreciate it,, and HOPE that three of you have learned something. don't do stuff like that , or rewind it again. coz it's suck!! i didn't mean to "teach" all of you.. this is just my opinion. my bad, my sorry for.. i don't want this things happen again.. soo, please i'm begging all of u, stop it. learned it not leave it.. fell sorry for u guys, i'm sorry i have been annoying, but, read or not read, i'll pray for the best. and i pray that God will lead the best, not my will lead the best.. 

love u guys, especially #T.. i don't want u hurt,, perhaps i'm not as frank as the other, but, u should know that i care for u as my little sister..