damn week

aaarrrggghhhh,, apa maksudnya damn week?? sumpahh. this is the worst week ever.. one of my unconditionally week... why?? tgs gw definitely byk bgttt.. 2 presentation ahead, have more than 4 assignment , paper, report, etc..feels like shit..

i have horrable headache which i obviously don't know why its happen.. geez...
i think i'm really stressfull till i can't describe what i felt.. it's hard to believe that i'm taking this risk. and i'm on it and must to workin on it..
gw aja bgg, kenapa gw kudu lewatin kek ginian.. dan gw kudu stress dengan hal spt ini..maw nangis jg ga bisa. ga guna juga,, mang klo nagis bs kelarin mslh?? bisa kelarin tugas2 gw?? i don't thing so...

kalo gw bisa muter balik waktu , mgkn gw memilih untuk langsung kerja.. but, the problem is = can I? the answer is i can't...

gw nulis blog ini pun, pala gw maw pecah rasanyaaa.. cenut - cenut.. dan sptnya gw memilih untuk istirahat lebih awal hari ini.. atau gw akan refreshing sebentar... i know it's not the perfect time to rest. but i need it.. need it sooo... going to other place is like an addicted to me, even though i have already "have fun" with that, but, why it's always be lack. it's like a car without an oil in it, it's totally bump... you've to pull it with an engine, truck, and stuff like that...aahhhh,, God. i can't found a word to describe it.. how stuck is that..

God, i humbly ask you.. is there any particular things that i need if i want to feel free to do soo?? God, u're always be a part of me, but now why i feel that u are slowy left me... i trully madly sad and feel like junk...God, don't walk away from me please..i'm begging you with all my soul...

lucu juga yaa,, gw nulis seakan2 Dia meninggalkanku.. but, suddenly i realize.. it's not his fault, He always be with me, but sometimes i left him...
God, bahkan gw ga taw gw dari tadi tulis apa.. aarghhhh.. dr mulai kesel sama tugas2, sampe kebawa2 Tuhan.. aargghhh. .keknya gw beneran butuh refreshing.. tapi ga bisaaa..tgs masi menanti.. tmn gw blg,, jgn dibawa pusing, ini tgs kelompok.. i know!!! tapi mustahil gw ga pikirin.. biar gimana ini menyangkut nilai gw. eerrrrr..

bingung.. itulah kata2 yg tepat utk sekarang ini.. gw dah mengeluarkan unek2 gw selama seminggu ini. .dan gw taw, next week will be more worst.. karena tgs gw numpuk.. tapi untungnya sudah gw kerjakan beberapa... tgl di print.. tku God!!!

God, hear our prayer, i don't ask you to help me finished all my assignment, but please help me dare to start it, it's a matter of time.. saya tahu Tuhan tidak akan memberikan beban yang berlebihan kepada Umatnya, Dia tau kemampuan kita.. aminn..

If a picture paints a thousand words , then why I can't paint my assignment.. hahahahha..
sometimes i feels like left behind, but now i know,it's not He left me, but I left him......


i feel angry, sad, horrable, mad, confuse , empty, tired, bored, but in the other side, i feel passion,, but i don't know how to move it to the top of my head..
pernah gw merasakan hal ini.. hamp[ir setiap hari, ga puas dgn kehidupan gw, ga puas dengan apa yang gw punya, ga memiliki yang gw ingini, dannn, bebera[a hari ini, dengan banyaknya pikiran, tugas, pekerjaan, suddenly i think that
i have nothing...